Solana has been doing so great with her sleeping. We finally have figured out how to get her on a scheadule that really helps her to sleep well. It's been over a month and the challenge of getting her to fall back to sleep in her crib at 5am is nearly impossible. She just fusses and cries for at least an hour and sometimes has no intention of falling back asleep. So, I scoop her up, and bring her to bed with me.
I've learned how to sleep with her better. Instead of sleeping with her lying across me, she now sleeps between Leo and I. She has her own space.
Yesterday, I got the best wake up call I could dream of. My beautiful Sol was snapping my bracelet to wake me up.
I'm not sure if I've mentioned my bracelet before, but in 4 and a half months, I've never take it off. It started off as a breastfeeding tool, and then turned into a reminder of that special bond we carried for those INSANE 6 weeks. Now it has turned to my link to her. I CAN'T take it off. The day that bracelet snaps on me, I will cry. No doubt about it.
So, back to yesterday morning.
Daddy fell asleep on the couch downstairs after his night shift. He was supposed to come get you out of bed with me at 7:30am. At 9:30 I felt "tick, tick, tick"... When I opened my eyes, there you were, shining that beautiful gummy smile on me, and pulling on my bracelet... tick tick tick. As if to say "wake up mommy". I opened one eye at a time. Smiled my toothy smile back at you, scooped you up and flew you around like an airplane. Can I ask for a better wake up call? I think not.
This morning, when 5am hit and you refused to go back to sleep, I brought you to bed and you layed calmly between Daddy and I. You stared at him, then you stared at me, then back at him. You took your precious little hand, rested it on his chest, cuddled up real close and went to sleep. I think my heart sprayed out of my toes. I never knew that I could love so much. Daddy and Solana. My perfect world.
I love you baby girl.